"So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be."  tribute(s) in the arena

 

How can I sleep when I’m so nauseous?

I’m going to continuously talk about how I’m a bitch and fucked the little chances I had up.

Lol life’s great.

Anonymous asked
I'm sorry! It looked like you were crying and i'm awful so i crossed the line. Of course. I'M SORRY FOR THE TEARS.

It’s okay! I’m not mad at you for it. I probably would have anyway.

Anonymous asked
WOW @ tumblrdatinggame(.)com WTF is this.. my little brother's roommate is on this and I think I saw you too lol

You probably did.

I held it together (mostly) tonight. Trevor stood up to conduct the alma mater and I almost lost it then. But I didn’t. I was walking back to the band hall about to get over my moment, and Daniel was like, “Niggi, are you crying!?” and Jason put his arm around me, and then I lost it. Sobbing. Threw my instrument and music in my cubby and sobbed into Jason’s tux. Loudly. And Keaton was there tonight, and he hugged me with Jason and my brother and I don’t know who else. And my brother hugged me. And Ali hugged me and told me she loved me. And Trevor saw me and came over and hugged me. And Keaton gave me his favorite Pokemon card, which I was actually really flattered by. He’s a great friend; I need to see him more. I hugged Avery, and he told me to shut those tears up; he made me laugh, which brought me back to normal. I hugged Jack, and HE ACTUALLY HUGGED ME BACK WITH EMOTION OR WHATEVER. Granted, I was almost in a headlock, but baby steps. I went to Sonic with Jack, Avery, Trevor, and Austin after everything, and it was just nice. They’re all really sweet when they want to be. Kelsey posted on my timeline, and it made me smile.

Gah, I just have so many emotions right now. I love my friends so much, and I’m so happy I have them to support me and make me feel better.

Anonymous asked
You know i do what i do doing what i do

da fuq

Anonymous asked
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Good response, Daniel. You have such a way with words.

Anonymous asked
WHAT?? NOO I WOULDN'T! well maybe if it were about yolo. YOLO NEEDS TO DIE PEOPLE!! It's literally worse than Hitler.

yolo